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Ivy x Ivory - Santeria
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I wish i could say everything
That i wanted too
But i cant and i wont
Make a song for u
I wish i could
Trust me i really would
Lost in the woods
Looking out for whats good
(Hook)
Eye grew up 2 quick
Couldn't speak when i wanted
When i leave the room
Every urge keeps me haunted
Feeling blue but still run like im sonic
In my zone on the stage
Knuckle up if ur on it
Ill fly to the moon on a shroom heavy promise
Robot grip on the mic
Every strike will demolish
Catch the drift if u can understand when im honest
I exist with no hate in a trance with symphonics
Existence is pain
No chance hidden knowledge
Still image of rain
On the sand deadly process
Feal spirits decay
Out of hand not a problem
Nothing to say
Now i stand with my conflicts
Stuck in a maze
Blown away music hostage
I Love what u made
Dont throw away what u polished
Its fucking 2 late ur a waste of a conscious
A mess on a page seperate from the non sence
Momma was anxiety
Father taught me anger
Sister wasn't around
And brother was in danger
Every friend either loves me or hates me
Grippin my pen to defend what their always claiming
Ive let alot of you down
But i got u when i come up
On point with the crown
Posted up till da suns up
I prayed for the day
Too come an im unstuck
Im posted like jesus
Heart bleeds when the blood rushed
Im messy distorted demented and hungry
A chess piece important
Presented so lovely
Techniques recorded
Setenced above me
Locked in with boarders
Messy but lucky
Im gone with the wind
In the city of sin
Some say its the end
I say its time 2 begin
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My chemistry
(Test)
strange when the right chain of events happen in the wrong sequence
Been broken to the point I believed I was beyond treatment
Took me getting to my lowest to notice my flaws deepened
Always been drawn to this but lately it's draws weakend
Done with feeling like shit like after a long weekend
For the wrong reasons. My morale is now all cheapened
Dreams demons decisions fuck in 1 insane daily three-some
failure for y'all to criticize is all im saving me from
Nights wasted mikes wasted scared 2 confront what im facing
I hate it. I play it. Its entirely too fucking draining
How i can have it all and laugh it off I'm tired of explaining
Nod to the beat of my own drum son not wired to their training
Weather or not that's led me here its clear I'm in dire need of changing
Dragons harder to catch than imagined and truth be told tired of chasing
It. Tonight im replacing it. Done letting it make me sick
When that disease whispers with pride I can proudly say to it ...bitch!
(Ivory)
Im Trying too keep chill
But always get overheated
It will all be revealed
Due in time stolen secrets
Everytime that we chill
U can see every weakness
I'm a monster u cant kill
Overheads always sleepless
Time is running out
No time for walking now
Separated from the pack
But never fully falling out
Got a brother in the city
But we're barely talking now
Guess I bring my demons with me
Every time they spot me out
A lot of people hate the person
Before they even meet
Words can help a person
But they can also make you weak
Heavy pride like an armor
But even armor breaks in time
Lightworker with a marker
Its ain't hard to make it shine
Strangers in the distance
We hope that heart is pure
Whatever u are feeling
I just hope u feel secure
Fulfilled with persistence
The endless cycle never ending
Thankful for existence
All around seldom bending .....
(Test)
some say its weak of me to wear my heart on my sleeve/
though I do it frequently, sorry. cant pardon my BEIN'/
naive he seems like he always lost in a dream
Voices ain't mellow out I've just learned 2 conquer the screams
the life I know you hear me, I still clearly need your help/
from my heart so sincerely like this I have never felt/
That's why I'm trying to regain patience even though I see it going
Made a mess of my situation and am just learning to own it.
To grown to continue wishing to listen I've given up on hoping
Hard to Keep it together when everything from within is broken
But I feel different seeing as how it's grip loosened up a shit ton
Can hit a home run every time but the moment u miss one
You get spun. Get strung. Hang on to get hung.
To vulnerable get stung. Be unprepared get stunned.
cheers to the death of me what you have here's what's left of me
shed negative energy tonight damn right I rest my chemistry
(Ivory)
Why should i break my back
For people who wouldn't cut u slack
If u needed it 2 breathe
2 survive that final gasp
Bending over backwards
Fractured until that spinal tap
Broke the contract leave my name on like i signed ur cast
Lost myself along the way
While trying to find my path
Spaceship out of gas
I guess its time 2 crash
Epic on these beats everyday stay grinding fast
Weaponry on a page on display
Designed 2 last
Im hateful when you love me
Always ugly when a songs deep
Beautiful and lucky
Lying til ur all above me
Addicted like a junkie
Angry eyes always grumpy
Clean but dirty
Finding comfort when im grunge gy
Angel wings devil horns god is waiting where its sunny
Roll a philly for the dead
Acid bath burning money
I am here with nothing left
Writing raps to every drum beat
Still kick it with broken legs
Bathed in sweat tired body
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Levelheaded - Let It go
02:31
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Orchid - Fire
02:17
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Ivory - Pain
03:35
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(Shiloh Dynasty]
I know you so well (I know you, girl)
I mean, I can do better than he can
I've been pretty—
I know you so well(background loop)
All this guilt just watch me drown
I let go and It fell down
I feel pain just to hold on
My sweet despair cant do no wrong
I don't care just writing songs
Left alone I been hiding long
Going nowhere
Been writing too much
I am too scared
I shouldn't do drugs
Not fully there
I never grew up
I need to share
Before I blow up
Climbing the stairs
Hoping they know us
I'm not prepared
And I am so done
I give up now
I cannot go on
Sleep on the ground
My stress has grown strong
My sweetest sounds
In-depth you'll respond
I'll say it proud
Until your so gone...
I know you know that I like u so much like no one else does until I destruct
What's bonded broke up
We acted out and watched it close up acted so tuff
I am a pattern lost in sound waves
Making these sounds until the ground breaks
Ran out of room but then I found space
I dive in quick and then
A cloud rains
Didn't mean to quit
Until I found pain
Life is a bitch
And You're her blind date
Wish I could fix it
I am too late
Didn't mean to risk it
Put on my clown face
Addiction calling I love to cloud chase
Pain hurts so good I need that loud bass
Queen take my hand before I downgrade
Death next to u somehow it sounds great ....
Chorus: XXXTENTACION]
I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
I wanted die
But then I got my babies
Saw them in myself
And life got crazy
Self medicate
And pretend I'm lazy
Look how bad
Good nights can break deep
Told my dad
No one can save me
If my daughters cry
U better pay me
If you're not giving
Then you are taking
I shouldn't even
Be explaining
Got stabs in my back
But I've held a knife too
We all been hurt
We all been lied two
I'm not perfect
Downward spiral
Falling Upwards
Move in cycles.
The Pain does help as a reminder
Like u lost your life and you'll never find her
Web of Lies
I'm like a spider
You brighten my nights up like my lighter
You cut yourself
I hold my pain in
You ask for help
I'm always faded
Opened book
Highlighted statements
Smoking Kush
Lifes always changing
Hold or push
Looking all jaded
Overbooked and stimulated
Wish I could get you celebrated
U can't protect whos
dead or waiting
need some leg room
until today ends
Got time to help you
But I hate waiting
I can't save you
Life is sacred
Two the rescue
Keeping it basic
I've been where you are
It's no walk in the park
I've have all my scars
Still sketched in my heart x2
Chorus: XXXTENTACION]
I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
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Ivory 2020 Pahrump, Nevada
With a stage name that evokes purity and elegance, Ivory's artistry is anything but conventional. This rapper and producer hails from a diverse musical background, drawing inspiration from both the gritty streets of hip hop and the rebellious spirit of rock and roll. It's a fusion that defies expectations and blurs the lines between these two distinct genres. ... more
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